50 Reasons Why I Love You...

I was challenged by my friend to do this.  Naming 50 reasons why I love my husband is NOT hard at all.  So here is the lighter side of things and why I love my amazing husband so much! :)

50.  I can be myself with you.

49.  The way you hold my hands, and it has felt so right, even from the beginning.

48.  The way you take care of my and our daughter.

47.  You basically let me do anything I want.

46.  You put up with my many crazy rants, and mood swings.

45.  The way you hold me, tight, and never let go.

44.  How I am your best friend, and you are mine.

43.  You are always by my side.

42.  How you have a full day at work, and you still manage to come home and help me with everything, dinner, the baby, ect.

41.  The way you believe in me.

40.  The way you let me follow my dreams.

39.  When I cry, you are always there for me to cry on.

38.   We can talk about everything or nothing and its okay with you.

37.  Because when I'm with you nothing else seems to matter.

36.  Because you are truly the only person I trust with my and our daughter's life.

35.  You have the best smile I have ever seen.

34.  You know how to make me laugh even if I have had a rough day.

33.  The way you look at me as though I’m the most beautiful person you’ve ever laid eyes on.

32.  Your chest is the best place to lie on this earth.

31.  The way you helped me shaved my legs when I was 39 weeks pregnant.

30.  The way we could never live without each other.

29.  You showed me the true meaning of love.

28.  The way you let me sleep in on the weekends.

27.  You put me and Harley before anything else.

26.  The way you kiss me, it still gives me butterflies.

25.  The way you put your life on the line for others.

24.  Your my hero.

23.  Every moment I spend with you is a moment treasured.

22.  You have a crazy sense of humor.

21.  I love the stupid nick names we have for each other.
20.  How you say sweet random stuff to me to make me smile.
19.  How we stayed in a long distance relationship so long, and still managed to stay together through everything.
18.  How you rub my feet or back when I ask.
17.  How you insist everything is alright, and try to make me at ease.
16.  How important Harley and I are to you.
15.  The way you play with my hair and can put me to sleep.
14.  How you stood by my side through everything, (pregnancy, surgery, ect..)
13.  For accepting me and everything that I am.
12.  For sharing your life with me.
11.  For all the poetry you used to write me.
10.  Because you are everything I hoped for, and more.
9.  How good you are with Harley.
8.  I know I will never have to worry about being lonely.
7.  Because you always know exactly what to say.
6.  Because you will always be worth the wait.
5.  We never have a dull moment together.
4.  Because I know Harley will never have to go through the pain of not having a father in her life.
3.  The way you let me travel back and forth to see my family once a month.
2.  Your kiss makes everything all better.
1.  Because you are the BEST husband and father anyone could ever ask for. 

This love is ours :)

Last words for Tonight...

As bad as this sounds I am hoping and praying I check our account tomorrow and see a pending deposit for our taxes!  It would make me feel so much better when I can start to pay some of these bills off!  I know our check will be pending tomorrow to go in Tuesday, but I am really looking forward to getting our taxes.


On another note, I am in love with pinterest!  I have found some pretty awesome ideas on there to do around the house.  I am going out when we get paid to get some blocks of wood, to create photo blocks.  With not only words but photos.  I need some new hobbies in my life.  Having a baby is a lot of work and takes up a lot of my time, but in my spare time I am so bored!  She still does sleep a good bit during the day, and I just need more to take up some of my time. 


Samantha, one of my friends I follow on here has challenged her friends to do a blog about "50 reasons why I love you."  I will be doing that tomorrow, because I am super tired right now!  I can't wait, this shouldn't be hard at all considering who my husband is, and how lucky I am. :)


Well, that's all for tonight, I am going to head to bed so I can get some sleep in before Harley's first feeding.  Goodnight!

"Lifted"

So the only reason I even found out about this movie, "Lifted" is because of some girls on a military support page on my profile.  I decided to download it and watch it.  Not such a good idea.  It was such a touching movie.  For those who haven't seen it, I will not ruin it for you.  I do recommend the movie though.  It is a movie that revolves around a Marine family, so yeah, it hit close to home.

I really do love weekends, my husband let me sleep in till almost 11.  I can't believe it, but I sure did need it.  He is a really good daddy, I will give him that.  Today is another boring day.  You should see how bad I keep checking our bank account to see if we have a pending deposit.  I know we will tomorrow for our check to go in on Tuesday, but I really would love to see it pending for our tax money. 

Michael is in training for PMO.  He has mcmap next week, so he is pretty excited to get his green belt.  I really hope he can stay with PMO, the schedule is pretty crazy but all in all he only works about 15 days a month, so more time for us! :)  2 days on 2 days off, and every weekend is a 72, I can't complain.  I just hope we can stand the 14-15 hour days.  He also has a pft to train for, for next Friday, I hope he makes a decent score.  Michael also has a weigh-in, we know he won't pass the weight part, but hopefully when they tape him, he will make tape. 

I'm off to make dinner, roast and carrots, and mashed potatoes.  I used to hate roast, my mom would make it every Sunday for dinner when I lived back home.  Now I miss it, and make it often.

This day coming to an end.

It's 0930 which means it's way past my bed time, lol.  Ever since I have become a mom I am in bed when Harley is.  I remember when Michael and I were long distant, and we would stay up till 2 or 3 a.m. just to talk to each other, and now we pass out as soon as our baby does. 


Here lately there have been so many people running their mouths and it really still just bugs the hell out of me.  How can someone talk about a poor innocent baby?  What did my child ever do to you?!  It's people that are the ones who are closest to me too.  I just don't get it.  I am not a bi est person, but I know my baby is adorable.  Friends who you think are your friends, show not to be, especially up here in NC.  I really do miss my life back home, but would never ever give up what I have now to be back in SC. 


Every since I have had Harley my whole life has changed, but for the better.  She has made me grow up a lot.  My whole outlook and perspective on life has changed.  I realize how my mom feels now just with me growing up.  It makes me cry, the one person who I used to think was the bad guy, turned up being my very best friend.  My mom is the one who I can run to and talk to about anything.  We have both been through a lot of rough times together.  There is stuff I wish I could right what I have wronged.  I know I can't change the past but we can all make for a better future.  The world doesn't revolve around me or you anymore, it revolves around my baby, the one who looks to me for everything.  I am very lucky she has an amazing set of grandparents, aunt and uncle, and dad.  One thing I do know, if anything was to happen to me, Harley would be very well taken care of.


Michael is the only one in my life who has always been there for me, since we were little it seems.  I never knew in this crazy chaotic world I would actually end up with him.  It makes me happy knowing Harley will never have to grow up not knowing who her daddy is.


Sorry, just thought I would rant a little tonight.  There will be PLENTY more to come. :)

Lazy Day.

This has probably got to be the most boring Saturday ever.  The last time we got paid was on the 12th and many of you know we get paid twice a month.  Well it will be almost 20 days since we last got paid before we get paid again.  Talk about low on everything!


Harley hasn't been sleeping too well this past week.  I was so happy when she started sleeping through the night, now she is waking up once or twice before the morning.  I blame most of this on the fact of her teething, poor baby girl!  She will be 4 months in the next week.  It was like yesterday we brought her home from the hospital.  I have learned to never take anything for granted, because time really does fly.  It goes even faster with a baby in the picture.


I am so ready to get our taxes back!  We were supposed to get them the 25th, that didn't happen.  I figured us doing our taxes earlier, we would be one of the first ones to get them back.  The IRS screwed up on the taxes done before the 15th, well that's just great!  Hopefully soon we will get them.  I am looking forward to putting some money back, we will be moving back into town in early April, I can't wait.  We are moving back into town on base.  We are both pretty excited.  Our gas bill will go from a little over 400$ a month to probably about 50$, so that's a big deal to me.  We love it here in Trenton, but we are both ready to be closer to base, Harley's doctor, town, civilization, you know?  A big thing I am really excited for is my new camera.  Michael and I have been talking about it for a while, so I can also make some extra money on the side, doing something I love and making money, that is a big positive in my book!  It makes me happy to see so many people believe in me already, I have a bunch of my friends already ready for me to take their pictures! :)  It means so much to be doing something I love, to capture everybody in their special moments, (homecomings, weddings, ect..)  I am extremely happy to be apart of that experience. 

I am very lucky and happy to get this very soon! :)

Well that's all for now!  Dinner time. :)  Michael's cooking, its about time!!